Tuesday, 6 March 2012
cinta sejati yang masih belum ditemui
is going tougher this year...declaration of being 20 years young-old-enough...hahahaha...sedih gile...but thats hakikatnya...so, a year full of responsibility to be through...ok la...at least, i am going to be more serious person in whatever i do...2012..what i am thinking is more about future...i start to plan apa yang perlu aku lakukan for the later preparation..i need to find LOVE...hahaha..lucu plak..i have been really2 dumb..for 20 years since born, i never have LOVE stuff...and i think i am just the only one among my friends..i never get the chance to experience about those thing..masa kecik2 lu, aku rasa those stuff is remeh-temeh...and i dont need to kalut2 because well i thought LOVE is easy...that was REALLY REALLY WRONG when i think now...is not easy farah when it comes to LOVE...yes...i pernah that stuff to someone since form 4..i did confess but it never work..i admitted yang aku pernah pasang angan2 untuk jadi wife someone tu...give birth to his child...iron his clothes...cook for him...all those dreams just dream...memang i did confess but i didnt give in...i didnt bersungguh-sungguh...confess pun using facebook...how much he will believe me, rite ? never mind...i assume that LOVE is unsuccessful one...moreover, aku rase someone tu pun already has a princess in his heart..that why he endah tak endah je aku...aku rajin la jgak stalk someone tu and i found that he actually laugh and share with his friends about my confession...pen tan la ni ! aku hangin gile kot time tu...sampai hati someone tu...u know, it takes a lot of courages and risks to confess... yet, it never get appreciated...i hope u know my feel that time once day..
i am still me..and waiting for the guy who will love me and terima aku seada-adanya...amin...doa2 kan aku berjaya menemui that guy and forget the unsuccessful LOVE...