I Love U Still :)

For the man I loved,

From the first time, it's you
Who came to me
Even though me only pass by each other
My eyes let me know you

You pass by me like a gentle wind
I hope that it's not destiny
Like a fool, I couldn't say anything at first
I couldn't do anything

You're my everything
My destiny comes like shooting stars
Letting me meet someone like you
And deep in my heart
It's only my love for you
You are my everything

Appearing in the fog
You are tinged by white fog
My heart seems to stop at this moment
I come to you

You're my everything
My destiny comes like shooting stars
Letting me meet someone like you
And deep in my heart
It's only my love for you
You are my everything

Though my love couldn't start before
Now I can say
It's the miracle that nobody can have

You're my everything
My passionate love belongs to you
Even if the seasons change, I'll still be here
Deep in my  heart
It's only my love for you
You are my everything

A song from Descendants of the Sun, You're my everything by Gummy

sorry but I LOVE U

tgk tajuk pun mesti tau.. ni sal tangkap lentok cintan habis..setakat hari ni, it has been already 3 months 9 days aku praktikal kat klinik..macam2 kes yang aku lalui setiap hari..berbeza2..betul orang tua2 dulu selalu kate, time belajar adalah the best moment in our life...macam2  ragam org aku jumpa..mak patient yang baik, demand pun ad, bapak ptient yang setiap hari bwak anak utk dicabut giginya, bapak patient gatal, ramah, baik, annoying, kuat bersembang, patient ngade2, manja, bagus, dengar kate, tak dengar kata pun ada gak (rasa nak cubit2 je, nasib baik anak org, kalau adik aku da lame aku kasi mak ketam kat tgn)..ish..macam2 la..aku pun sama gak..keje ikut mood..manusia kan..once i cried sbb xtahan kene toce dgn staff aku..meleleh2 air mata plus2 hingus...hahahaha...

hah, part yang lucu ramai plak yang matching2 kan aku ngn anak la..sepupu la..kwan..abang..proud but love is not sumthing i can easily do..aku pyh kot nak suka org..kadang2 hidup ni dengki btul ngn kwan2 aku yang ad kapel..curious seyh depa wat apa, apa yang depa rasa..inshaAllah, aku berdoa tiap2 solat agar aku akan bertemu dgn seorang yang aku tunggukan selama ni..tp perit la nak lupakan 6-years-old-this-boy..yela..i am not good in studying and looks..hahaha..average below normal kot..lirik lgu kat bawah ni sesuai btul ngan aku..najwa latiff i love you..almost..

Mungkin kita pernah rasa tentang cinta

Yang takdirnya bukan untuk kita

Mungkin ini adalah cara meluah cinta

Tanpa berkata atau berpandang mata

Mungkin aku mencintaimu

Walaupun engkau tak pernah tahu

Mungkin aku mencintaimu

Tanpa lelah atau pun jemu

I'm sorry but I love you

I'm sorry if I miss you

Even if I can't have you

You know I'll always be there for you

Mungkin kita tak bersama itu takdirnya

Tak mengapa asal kau bahagia

 Biar aku mencintaimu biar tiada siapa yang tahu

Biar aku mencintaimu dalam diam ataupun bisu

I'm sorry but I love you

I'm sorry if I miss you

Even if I can't have you

You know I'll always be there for you

I'm sorry but I love you

I'm sorry if I miss you

Even if I can't have you

You know I'll always be there for you

I'm sorry but I love you

cheesy tol..nak sentuh topik lain plak..malu la jiwang2 sgt..stress ngan paper projek ni..adui.."kajian mengenai kes rujukan oleh jururawat pergigian kepada pegawai pergigian" look easy tapi papercut aku nak collect data..paper bertimbun2 leh wat matress..pening2 nak kira data..collect data pun satu hal..kena plak staff suh g belek sorg2 kad pt, sdo aku suh aku g tnya sorg2 pt..amboi...ni baru diploma aku da serabut..rase cam nak giiiivvv...hell word tu..taklah..aku nak teruskan sampai berjaya cuma nak mengeluh sikit..nobody love trouble kan??? hehehe...me too ler..xpela..i nak tido dulu tp nak stalk thisbody dulu..kkk..tata..dream tite dear..

ps: asyik mimpi ngarut2 je aku ni..harap2 mlm ni mimpi indah sikit

cinta sejati yang masih belum ditemui

is going tougher this year...declaration of being 20 years young-old-enough...hahahaha...sedih gile...but thats hakikatnya...so, a year full of responsibility to be through...ok la...at least, i am going to be more serious person in whatever i do...2012..what i am thinking is more about future...i start to plan apa yang perlu aku lakukan for the later preparation..i need to find LOVE...hahaha..lucu plak..i have been really2 dumb..for 20 years since born, i never have LOVE stuff...and i think i am just the only one among my friends..i never get the chance to experience about those thing..masa kecik2 lu, aku rasa those stuff is remeh-temeh...and i dont need to kalut2 because well i thought LOVE is easy...that was REALLY REALLY WRONG when i think now...is not easy farah when it comes to LOVE...yes...i pernah that stuff to someone since form 4..i did confess but it never work..i admitted yang aku pernah pasang angan2 untuk jadi wife someone tu...give birth to his child...iron his clothes...cook for him...all those dreams just dream...memang i did confess but i didnt give in...i didnt bersungguh-sungguh...confess pun using facebook...how much he will believe me, rite ?  never mind...i assume that LOVE is unsuccessful one...moreover, aku rase someone tu pun already has a princess in his heart..that why he endah tak endah je aku...aku rajin la jgak stalk someone tu and i found that he actually laugh and share with his friends about my confession...pen tan la ni ! aku hangin gile kot time tu...sampai hati someone tu...u know, it takes a lot of courages and risks to confess... yet, it never get appreciated...i hope u know my feel that time once day..

i am still me..and waiting for the guy who will love me and terima aku seada-adanya...amin...doa2 kan aku berjaya menemui that guy and forget the unsuccessful LOVE...